Goal: £94.48/655 (get out of overdraft and fees)
paypal: diontheblackdragon@gmail.com
more than 24h later, I have still not recovered at all, I am so weak that I am shaking while lying in bed. I managed to eat some cereal but that's it. I want to cry but that's just even more effort.
I was feeling so hopeful the last couple of days when I had spoons to actually go outside and enjoy the sun and putter around in the garden a bit, but now reality is crashing in around me: I am too disabled to do as much as I want to.
I'm not giving up, just... today is hard and it brings up all the fears and stress. We're struggling with groceries and rent and bills (big energy bill is looming!) and we cant afford a chimney sweep or the septic tank service desite those having been due in September last year 
It's dire.
It might sound weird but if you know how chronic illness/disability works, you know that money can by spoons (=energy to do stuff). We can't even consider that yet, but we do need basic necessities, so if anyone can help, PLEASE do
Goal: £94.48/655 (get out of overdraft and fees)
paypal: diontheblackdragon@gmail.com