Jigme Datse<p><span>Mostly sucked... Not sure why, mood wasn't great all day. Last night had to chase the neighbours out from under the bird feeder. 3 times. They were wearing masks, and a lovely fur coat with rings around the tails...<br><br>I don't like chasing them, but I have no interest in them getting habituated to being around people, or even more specifically to me. <br><br>I'm thinking of taking a break and not doing an </span><a href="https://social.openpsychology.net/tags/Archivedon" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#Archivedon</a><span> this coming Tuesday, though I could say, "Let's finish Sherlock Holmes" officially. I'd love feedback as to what people think. Nothing has really changed, but I think if I take a break, I can maybe focus on getting it setup better for the following weeks...<br><br>The food today, was "unsatisfactory." Some of it was quite good food, but it just didn't really help with the mood or whatever. <br><br>If you didn't notice, I did some art today. Kind of spur of the moment. Though I think that's not entirely true. I was thinking of doing this and kind of talked with someone about doing so. I guess that got me to do something. That's good. <br><br>I got a </span><i>direct</i><span> mutual aid request. I'm not sure what to make of people doing that. It kind of makes me feel icky. I'm happy to boost your mutual aid request if I see it, just organically. Well, maybe "organically" not in the sense that it often is meant in the tech world. In this case, I mean, "just happened to see it." <br><br>If someone sends it to me directly (even if it's not a "mentions only") it just feels a lot like things that I get in my email. And honestly... I say I'd "happily boost" which yes, I am happy to boost. But there's really </span><i>no</i><span> way that I'm able to give you money. I'm "comfortable" in that I don't have a risk of losing my housing. Loosing my medical. Not being able to pay for medications. I have zero access to more than the bare minimum (occasionally) money to give to people. <br><br>Sure, if you're someone who I've been interacting with for a while, and we're regularly communicating, I get you might want to let me know about something like this. But really... I can't think of anyone who fits that right now... At least not anyone who I wouldn't expect that to be through another channel. <br><br>I guess that's kind of just a vent. Just kind of been grumpy, and not figured any way to feel less so today...<br><br>Going to head to bed, it's a bit earlier than usual. Try to get some nice sleeps. Not sure it's going to happen.</span></p>